…..two days left, to decide what’s next…..
Happy New Year.
This last post for me, was about people knowing that I already know, that I am not perfect, I don’t try to be because I never will be. I can only strive to be the best me I can. I have made sooooo many mistakes, and wrong decisions that I can’t take back, but I do know I will NEVER make them again due to the loss and pain they caused me. Things happen for a reason, and God allows us to go through things so we can learn and grow from them. I believe that 100%.
I’m proud that at one point I was a Pastor’s daughter, and that I was raised to know that God is God, and Jesus died on the cross for my sins. I already know that I am loved more than I will ever know, by someone who died to know me. I have my faith. I have my heart. I know where I am going when I die. I also know that I have to trust “the process” God has for my life. I know that he knows the bigger plan, and that I should just relax and trust in it. Being human, though it’s harder to remember that.
I know that I can pray, and talk things out with Him. I’m thankful for being taught how I was, and knowing how I was created. Such a powerful love to feel that gives you hope, when you’re in despair & feel alone.
When everyone in my life has broken me, or broken a promise to me, I remember this! ♥♥