I don’t love who I am, because who I am is keeping me from what I truly want. I hate the moment when my anger turns into tears. Feels like my heart is very hard lately. I’m angry. I’m hurt. I’m wondering why? I’m looking for answer’s that haven’t been given to me, yet….& it’s been years…feeling like I won’t ever get them. Silence is all I hear. Patience is running thin. The end result isn’t looking like the one I thought I’d get. Acceptance is slowly settling in. The day I learn to fly, I don’t ever want to come back.
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I’ve had this blog for a long time. I started it, so I could get the thoughts out that are in my head that I couldn’t really express verbally to someone. My blog is strictly for me. My online diary of my life, feelings, emotions, pictures, thoughts, statements, anger, happiness, and the rest of what life brings. I’m a thinker, a realist, a communicator, and want things to be figured out. I’ve been through more in my life than what I care to have gone through, but I try to think and hope it’s made me stronger. It’s definitely made me change. I very much believe in mean what you say type conversation. I’m learning to deal with my faults, and short comings. I’m trying to be as true to myself and others more so now than ever before. I feel things too deep sometimes, which clouds my mind, and sometimes I don’t react to it very well. But I’m learning to want to change that process. Read my blog & your reading my heart. View all posts by Elissa